PANIC is overestimated

I HAVE A FLAT! Or should I say room... Yippee! The only thing I did was email those at Beds Uni that you know, I can always sleep in a tent on their garden if I don't get a room now and then I suddenly was offered a room... Or something like that anyway.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH I can't believe I'm leaving! I can't I can't I can't

PREPARATIONS

12 days to go! Am I freaking out? No... Honestly I don't really realize what's gonna happen because of my "I-live-one-day-at-a-time" philosophy which has been stuck into my brain since my final exams.

I have made ONE CONTACT from the university via facebook (hehehe). It's a she from Finland and we're having a meeting at the campus on the 21st when I arrive. Uuuuuh :D

Cecci wanted me to add some hot studs (from the uni) as friends on facebook but I didn't; I'm a coward...

So the only actual tiny-weeny problem (there's always a problem) is that I don't have my accommodation yet... In the worst case scenario I can always buy a tent from the local supermarket and camp on the university garden for a year or so... sounds good doesn't it, eh? I would make lots and lots of new friends wanting to visit my habitat area.

I'm not gonna stop seeing the rain

Hello hello. No blogging in a while... Well I'm gonna start again in about 3 weeks since I'm moving to England for a new studying experience in a university. I'm mostly gonna write for myself to memorise everything and of course for my family and friends (so that I don't have to talk with them about my doings ;))

Catch up with ya'll later xo

Don't really have the time

The model is Emma from paparazzi.fi and photographer is me! We had a "model-folder" photoshoot.

I don't really have the time to blog now, firstly I've regained my passion for photography (check out http://s-fia.deviantart.com for more) I've finally understood that my niche is portraiture/fashion photography. I'm living in Kamppi, two weeks yet to come without internet and tv but I've never done so much in one week than this.

Right now wonderings: Go and study to England or Australia? I can't decide, I'm too stunned and horrified. Which one is it? Whoaaaaa

The weird tales

Is it weird that I listened to music (from my iPod) from 00.00 - 02.00 yesterday night? And that I'm probably gonna do the same thing tonight?

Is it weird that I can search for my telephone for 10 minutes while talking with someone on the same telephone?

Is it weird that I've once put a piece of paper in the dishwasher and afterwards thrown a fork in the garbage?

Is it weird that I've once gone out for a walk with the dog... without the dog...?

I like the little ponies and the little rainbows

From deviantart.com

The celebrations are still on; too bad the partystar is sleeping on the couch with a new doggy shirt on which literally says "doggy 23", poor Roope looks like a basketball player. My packing is going bad too, all of my clothes are in a huge pile in the middle of my room. I guess tomorrow it's just throwing all of them in my suitcase, like they'll ever fit in.

Next week it's work work work, partying, chilling, photography gig (yay - they keep on coming now) and shopping! I hope my "stay-at-home" weekend pays off. Plus I have to add that I'm logging in to facebook more than ever now (if someone's wondering), there's a rational reason for that too... which I can't say here. Why do I always screw things up for me?

Flower Design

I'm not quite sure I like my too "designish" banner but I would change it soon anyway, I get bored so damn fast. That's probably good when aspiring for the design/photography/media career, everything changes so fast.

Apollo-Gize

I haven't done anything today! Cecci was at our place for 4 hours and we watched tv like two brain-dead people and I continued from there watching the computer like a brain-dead person. (Yes people and person, hmph) I might read a bit of Harry Potter now... Really fricking interesting this shit I'm writing ain't it, eh?

If I wouldn't be ill I would be partying at Kaivo.

The illness is creeping over

I'm so very fricking ill and I hate it... hate it! Tomorrow we are celebrating our dog Roope's 10th birthday with lots of guests and crap. I also have to pack my clothes, tv and computer as I'm moving alone to my grandmother's flat in Kamppi, Helsinki for 3 weeks because of my job so no fricking rest there either. I have to be healthy on monday! But I'm very excited, now I just have to suffer a bit before the good things come.

Sickness and other stories

Good morning!! I think I'm sick... It's my bloody nose which won't cooperate today, I have to sneeze every 2 minutes for fucks sake. So I've loaded myself up with C-vitamin, warm cherry juice, burana, codetabs and nose spray. I refuse to be dependent to my bed this summer.

On the program is watching finale episode of the Hills, starting to read Harry Potter and the deathly hallows for the second time and in the evening walking to my dear C to hear her coughing when I'm blowing my nose.

...and this is what I do, selfportaits

Yes really pretty indeed, this is what I do when I get extremely bored. GET CREATIVE. I'm not afraid to show my dark side ;) I have quite a few of these horror images of myself actually...

Graduation Photography

Today I photographed pretty Andrea for her 'thank you' cards, it turned out great and here are some of my favourites :)

Guess which one we chose? ;) The last one! I could start my own business soon ;)

My name's breezy

I'm trying to memorize as much as I can about my summer here in Finland! It's kind of fun not to know at all where I might end up in 2 months... Most likely England so my only goal for this summer is to make it unforgettable and just enjoy every single moment. (And single indeed ;))

Today Verkku&AM came to us; we bought food and watched Twilight; AM had her male dog with her, I didn't know my male dog was gay... Anyway, I also visited Cecci for a quick walk. Tomorrow I'm gonna photograph Andru for her graduation "thank you" cards:)

Next week I'm moving to Kamppi alone for as long as possible = 3 weeks? Iaaaaaaaah ahaaaah! Glory glory hallelujah!

Summer lovin

I've been on the beach with my baby oil, Verkku and Annmarie (and DAMN I'm brown but I don't recommend it to anyone, especially not to my ginger friend AM who stubbornly put it on anyway and had a red arm after 2 minutes...)

Then I started reading a book today!! Really proud!! It's a murder mystery novel about lots of dead bodies/murder and shit, the only genre I like. Also Harry Potter for that matter...

Ooooh this is gonna be such a great summer, not to mention that my summer job is the best in the world (watching a 10 year old kid by going to the beach, Linnanmäki etc...) And then I'm gonna move to my grandma's flat in Kamppi for 3 weeks alone... whihihihihi

crazy

My summer job at the café is screwed up, I HATE HATE HATE when the employer just cannot say directly that we don't really need you working here right now, I could even handle "no summer job for you btw I changed my mind so fuck off" or something (?! :D) instead they're like "well... I'll call you in two weeks, I'm off for vacation again so... and my brother isn't too happy having you alone here.." Well guess what fucker? I have another summer job ha ha-ha! If that bastard calls me after two weeks (which he won't) I'm gonna say that yeah sure of course I'll be there tomorrow and then never ever show up... Or then SHOW up and spill coffee all over the place and shit and stuff. Okey a bit overboard. I'll just take my medication and start meditating.

Born again runner

From friday!

I met Annmarie in town for lunch and some minor shopping, tomorrow lunch with daddy cool. :)

Gorgeous

Well well well... love his tattoo. And the picture in every ways.

I've been watching America's best dance crew, soon walking with V. I had a slight panic attack a moment ago when I actually believed it's school tomorrow. But it's not thank god! Mostly thankful because I don't have to see people I really don't bother seeing AT ALL, ever. Tsihihhh muhahah.

Tomorrow to town for some minor shopping and then planning saturday with AM.

The Hoodie Returns

It's still wow! Wow wow wow wow wow wow (I enjoy repeating myself)

one of my favourite blogs

PMA is one of my favourite blogs and is only music music music, just the way I want it; not only do the writers have amazing taste of music but they also understand the importance of great design! http://prettymuchamazing.com

NEXT WEEK

Next week is something I really look forward to! Wednesday C's birthday dinner + clubbing afterwards, friday we get our final report card and saturday one million graduate parties to go to. Yibbedibbiyodo.

How am I gonna be able to fall asleep? I had a powernap from 17 - 20. Very powerful indeed!

Two days with the girls

On thursday these two girlies came to my place for a two day stay; thursday we had a beer drinking game and went to the sauna, friday we put make-up on and went to Onnela where for once it was really really fun. I went to sleep 6 in the morning after eating potato chips with ketchup (?!)

And this morning I kicked my ass by punching myself in the lip by mistake. Oolraighty then! I must say I skipped two parties I should've gone to but meating lots of familiar people in the same place is for the moment something I avoid. Simply for the reason of having to explain how I've been etc (never been better and that fact is quite horrible actually) So I'm sorry for not showing up:(

hardest button to button

Pretty pictures is da shit for me. I'm bored, A&I are very very late and I'm opening a beer already just because the sun came out. Yippee öhhöh.

Girls girls girls

Yesterday my crippled friend Stella came to my house for sunbathing and beer drinking. Then Cecci joined for evening sun and a wonderful dinner with a horror movie. I'm proud I was among the few who wasn't partying yesterday, I mean I have nothing to do for the next 2,5 weeks so... But today my girlies from the cit-tt-tty are coming (hanging out with lots of girls these days wonder why;)

This is how I wanna look!

I'm stunned, that hoodie is so gorgeous that I have to go for a real look-a-like hunt in town with a weapon if necessary. Grrr...

www.fashiontoast.com

morning!

www.cobrasnake.com

I don't know if I appreciate my life at the moment as much as I should considering that everybody else are reading for entrance exams etc. I wake up and take a walk in the nature (cliché :D but I'm serious it's refreshing), boil some eggs, drink coffee and read fashion magazines for one hour or so, then I look at some blogs and stuff until I meet a friend for shopping or sunbathing =) Hahahahhaha it sounds ridiculous... I need to do some more serious things.

This is gonna be a great week

We made great plans for the week with Annika; on thursday she and Ida will come to my place. On the program is sauna, making dinner, lots of drinks and pictures. And on friday after recovering from hangover partying starts again but in the evening we'll go clubbing somewhere. Tomorrow movie and wine night with my love Cecci. I start to sound like some crappy happy bastard whom I've always hated. Emo for life! Noot!

moi

A little bit more info; my finals ended last tuesday and I've been partying ever since (not really but...) My 2 year long relationship ended on sunday, it's not healthy to be in long relationships as a young kiddo, or that's what a shrink once told me. Not the reason for the end though. My summerjob starts in june and as I don't have any entrance exams to read to I just chill! ;) Today I'm meeting Annika.

ithinkI'mbacknowwithanewchapter

New banner, needless to say it's not me but this beautiful girl Christina; SRC783. I've probably lost all my readers because of my absence, I'm back now. A bit scared because I get so addicted to blogging that it tends to get out of proportion; however, I want to memorize this summer and especially from there on because I might be anywhere in the world and I'm so excited. I have a studying place in Stockholm and yesterday I had a telephone interview and found out I have a place in Australia for communication design. I'm gonna go to Australia if I don't get a place in Bedfordshire in England. I can't believe it!!!