My birthday party

Today I'm having my birthday party at our house - Halloween theme. I'm a fucking mermaid ;) plus I'm ill! Fucking cough! Well I got a laptop from my mother and stepfather, yippee.

Bingbangbooom

Tomorrow is the day that will change my life for eternity. I'M TURNING 18. Okey, no it won't change my life.

Today it's shopping day - make-up things for halloween and maybe a wig. ;) you'll see.

4 days to go

Four days and I'm 18. Hurray! This picture is from last halloween (?) Ama, me and Chappis.

Art Gallery and Café Opera

Saturday evening was spent in an art gallery where Eetu&Tobias had their birthday party. Sushi, cheese and wine was served. From 10 onwards we let loose and danced away in Café Opera.

This dude was really funny - he was drunk as hell and laughed to his appearance and at himself when he saw this picture

Janna and me at the art gallery

Lotta and me

The funniest thing; Valter took different pairs of shoes. The one to the left looked like a Dr Marten shoe and the other one more polished.

WhoWhatWear

Whowhatwear.com - very addicting page.

Fever

So friday evening we were celebrating Kocken and Klas at Fever nightclub. I had a bit too many of the drinks there, anyway the pictures are insane.

I seriously don't know if their facial expressions are suggesting something about my appearance, Kassu laughing the crap out and Tuubi looks disgusted - hey thanks! :D

I got the same result from these girls, funny evening or something?

Susanna was probably having the funniest time of her life...

Finally I got in the mood too.

Wine on friday

Friday before going out - had nothing to do so I took pictures of MYSELF. (and of my wineglass) Now coming up crazy pictures from the evening ;)

Second drink time

... drinking wine for the moment.

I'll be allright! I promise!

Playa del ingles

Haha the first one is a legend. I'm not even kissing her, I missed! :D Yes but look as these and you certainly get in the mood of drinking... something at least.

You can do anything with force

I'm forcing myself to drink this drink that tastes like Baileys, and I already hate Baileys and this is even worse than that. And yes, I wasn't going to drink today but then I went to facebook and saw pictures from our trip to Playa del Ingles and got this huuuuuge feeling "I NEEED ALCOHOL!" So here I am ;)

Blue

Me like! I want that blue bag! stockholmstreetstyle!

Pictures from the past

The upper one is from the autumn holiday - we were going to a party where we were supposed to wear hats. I took that off though and look like a hamster in that picture.

The lower one I came across today, It's from another party, girls became boys and boys became girls. In this picture we only have our make-up left and I'm probably the ugliest thing in the world. Fille looked great - thanks to me! I should become a make-up artist.

Bangs or not?

This pretty lady nickie.devote.se looks great in thicker bangs and I'm thinking whether I should cut mine thicker or grow them out...

Great refering day btw ;D

Bubblegum pink

I came across this picture on rightnow.devote.se 's blogg. It's kind of funny as my current favourite is my mom's 20 year old lipstick in this crazy pink colour and I love it. :D

Continuing

Although the exhibiton didn't really help me with choosing the university. I'm actually rather confused right now, England sounds great- direction towards art&design to be more precise. Shame that I didn't apply to ucas when everybody else on the IB wanting to go to the UK did. I guess I'm stuck in this shit hole. I'm currently very very annoyed at the whole situation. Not really meaning the place...

Exhibitioning with guys

There was this education exhibiton in Helsinki where all students went on yesterday and today. I wasn't planning on going there, all my friends did, but I didn't go with them. Then I suddenly had an impulse to go and did - with 6 guys. Hey no better company than that! And they even wanted to go to the book exhibiton. And were staring at this Finnish host Jaana Pelkonen most of the time. And did everything I wanted ;) Great day!

Fattyboomboom

photographer: larafairie.deviantart.com

I've eaten candy everyday for the past 4 days now. And also eaten pasta 4 days in a row. I think I'm gonna have to slow down otherwise I won't fit into my clothes on my birthday, and that, my dear friends, would be a catastrophe. It's a shame that I can't exercise as I've been ill for so long and it would just get worse. Enough of that shallow/exercising/oh-I'm-so-fat crap. 8 days to go! ;)

Halloween

picture; me, model; friend ama

I'm planning on a look similar to this. (Not telling the details, it has to be a surprise ;)) My "head" is figured out but I don't know what clothes to wear...

Driving

Now I'm going to my 5th or 6th driving lesson.
Last time my teacher yelled and screamed thank God I'm not gonna get my lisence at my birthday. Hey thanks for the support, I know I suck.

LC collection

Lauren Conrad's collection, I wouldn't say no.

10 Days to go

It's ten frickin' days to my Birthday! I can't believe I'm finally getting 18. Amen for that. ;)
I also want you all to meet my fiance - CAR! Yes, I wish. It's such a shame that he broke up with me two years ago. He's staying in Monaco and has become Gay. Well at least I took a last picture with him. I wish he could come to Finland and be mine!

Me and my lover.

Brits versus Britney

I'm feeling worse again! I cannot believe how long I've been suffering, I just want to live fully again! I'm writing this and speaking out loud what I'm writing in a British accent and it sounds horrible! Disgusting, thank God for my visits to the US. (NB: only when I speak it sounds horrible - on Brits it sounds very wonderful) - (NB: not meaning Britney Spears)
Yey my doggey really loves me! (again, british accent)

I love house music

My favourite music genre is house, favourite Dj's include Joonas Hahmo and Pryda etc. but I listen to much more - it depends on my mood. This songs are all excellent!

Gold affair

Fantastic photos! I love gold and her hair is amazing!
From rightnow.devote.se and photos are for Vogue.

Don't want to eat?

From here on I'm eating exactly what I want - I'd rather be fat than look like that. NB: I know it's not healthy being either one and I know exercising is really important.

I think that one's a painting?

Chillin' on saturday

I'm so bored! Yesterday was fun, I went to Annmarie's to do on a presentation and then we drank a bit of wine and went to Motellet. From there we headed towards Cafe Opera. I went a bit crazy at home ;)



Listening to this and having no idea of what to do right now...

the Hills

I'm watching the Hills season 4 for free on canada's mtv! Awesome! I don't have to wait for 8th of November ;)

http://www.mtv.ca/tvshows/the-hills-season-4/video_content.jhtml?id=1593494

Morning glory

You know those mornings when it feels as if you've slept 2 minutes and feel like commiting suicide or just skip the whole day from school/work? (I prefer the suicide part ;)) You push snooze, snooze, snooze and have 10 minutes til the bus goes - you end up looking like crap and run to the bus and feel like shit the whole school day and just want home and can't concentrate at all. (because you look like crap)

Well my solution is...



MUSIC! Even the worst morning gets better when listening to something delightful! I literally had a party in my room this morning at 6.50, I was dancing the shit out of me and didn't look like crap as I was an early bird! Yes that song is my morning routine right now. Of course, you'll need an iPod coz parents won't be happy waking up hearing your crappy music. :S

omgomgomg

Shit fuck shit fuck. I have to go shopping tomorrow, I hope they already have the shoes I want!
I'm getting nervous...

Also want this vest

Can't afford it right now though...

Today's list

sara h - lookbook.nu

Mood: Getting more ill but excited
Done: Economics portfolio 3 about foreign aid, world lit essay in swedish 1000 words
Plans: Meet Cecci in the forest and then watch Idols with Fille
Watching: Computer screen

Listening to: Mark Ronson - stop me (fantastic!!)
Reading: "Me Naiset" (We Ladies - a finnish women's magazine)
Drinking: English breakfast tee
Eating: Viennetta ice cream

Best: I've finished my homework and autumn holiday is here soon
Worst: Still 3 weeks to my bday

Topshop

Why don't we have Topshop in Helsinki? :( I would go after the shoes first.
Now I have sent my invitations and think I've gathered a pretty fun group together.

Difficulties with inivitations

I'm having huge trouble with inviting people to my birthday... I don't really know who as 30 people is very little but then again it's enough for the "friends/friends" to ask why they aren't invited. I'm gonna feel like satan when I have invited the 30 - there's about 10 people that I really feel bad for not inviting.

Maybe I'm just gonna be Satan for once and ... :S

The Passion of the...

Yesterday we rented The Passion of the christ with Fille, yes, can't believe it no. It was unbelievable shit. We watched 30 minutes and went to sleep.

I also had the most funny dream which actually would be horrible if it was for real.
Anyway I dreamt that my friend Ama's dog Hulda died riding a horse when falling off.

Friday really swinged

Friday - plan was to go to Lux release party of Inspire by Christina Aguilera, but no since we were 1 h 30 minutes late we didn't get in as we were not 22.

Soo we met up with some people and went to SWENGI. The pictures tell the rest!

Little girly in the city

Soon this little girly will be going to Helsinki in her new dress. Before that I will amuse you with the most embarrasing story of my life, which happened today.

Fille wanted me to come and help him to drive their boat to this place so it would be safe for winter, but I had this greater idea - what if Fille would drive the boat there and I would drive the car and we would meet at the place! It was about 600m to the place, and I've driven 4 times i.e. 4 hours in my whole life. And I literally suck at it.

So then I went in this very slow speed, driving to this harbour place and I didn't expect so much public, I knew I had to park the car somewhere, but I was getting nervous so I just stopped the car in the middle of everyhting thinking Fille will be here anytime soon anyway. Then Fille calls, the boat keyes are in the car, oh crap I have to go back. Then I noticed the backglass cleaner was on and it was the sunniest day ever, so I try to put it off and then I have every fucking windowcleaner on in the fucking car and now I have a group of people watching this scene. Then a Porsche, an Audi and some other car wanted to drive past me but couldn't as I was blocking the whole fucking area! So I start to back out and are literally shaking and all those cars just bypass me and I'm laughing the whole way driving back to where Fille was. I think I learned more today than from those 4 driving lessons.

Hot n cold

I kissed a girl was good about three times then everybody turned off that crap, now I'm listening to this new Katy Perry song and it really gets you groovin!

Paris Hiltons new BFF

I think I'm gonna die, or then kill myself. Just watch this!
http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?id=1595515
I don't know what goes on in her head, and what planet she's from but his is just unbelievable.

Furmania

I think there's going on a huge furmania in Sweden, our neighbour country. EVERYONE IS WEARING A PIECE OF AN ANIMAL. I pity the animal activists, they must be having a hard time right now. Anyway, I want a fur jacket but common - do I want to look like 5 million people? And those are the biggest fashionistas in Sweden? Whatever, luckily I'm living in Finland ;)

Lux

I just got invited by my friend to go to Lux tomorrow with her where it is the release party of Christina Aguilera's new perfume. Then we'll probably go to an opening of a new club Café Opera. It gives me more strength to get through this day as I'm still ill at home. ;)

I'm listening to this awesome song

Yet something to wish for

Here are some other things I'm craving for right now. Especially a yellow or orange bag for dark fall/winter. The one I'm deeply in love with is from Guess, the most perfect yellow bag. My friends friend has it though.. The star bracelet represents me, I'm always drawing stars and dreaming and having my own little fantasies of what I'm gonna do after high school etc.

Everything from forever21.com

Holy H&M

Holy Mary those shoes are so wanting to be mine, sadly they're now in Sweden so they're probably gonna be here next year. Just kidding but I'm gonna buy them!
Picture from sophie and the city's blog.

Flower power

It's an absolutely beautiful morning here in Espoo, and I'm ill at home. What I usually do is photographing (these flowers here for example) read blogs, read magazines and books or watch a movie. I'm having the driving lesson today, hopefully I still remember how to drive ;)

Whitney Port

I watch the Hills and I love it, my favourite is Whitney Port no doubt.

The Teenage Years

I'm going to be blogging a lot tomorrow, another stay at home day. I went through pictures on my computer which I used lets see, two years ago or something (as I'm usually using our family computer). Found some really uhm, interesting pictures of me aged 13-15. I was shocked and horrified how I used to look. I guess everyone goes through those periods and one day I might just post a few of them here ;) Note, one day!

This one is when I was 15 or 16, I really like the picture and oh my hair is wonderful!

Horrible people

Okey first I have to announce that I'm fricking smart! I've succeeded in making myself a header! God bless me.

Then to some more horrible things; I was on my way to my driving lesson, (NB: I'm ill) and went to the store to buy a moisturizer for my face and gave my credit card to the young lady at the cash desk and she said that the card doesn't function, I asked "Are you sure?" and she starts laughing and looks at me, "If the machine is sure, then I'm sure" and then I gave her cash and took the pen by mistake up again in order to write my signature which obviously wasn't needed. She had this fucking grin on her face as I would be the biggest looser on earth.

Then my driving teacher looks at me as if I would've arrived from Mars (I wish) and asks me what the hell I'm doing there. I'm like what? And he says I have a driving lesson tomorrow and not today. He made the mistake of writing tuesday the 8th of october as my driving day when it should've said wednesday the 8th, and he blamed me! I was crying on my way to the bus stop. I could've been sleeping in my bed the whole time.

Inspirational

Upper: fashiontoast.com
Lower: lookbook.nu

This is what I do when I'm ill.

Find perfection

My new ankleboots from Nilsson, 10cm heels. Meet you up there ;)

Art neuveau

...or however it's written.
Photoshop is a fantastic playground, it's my toy.